20 AUGUST 2025
she looked dangerous.
the scary part wasn’t how beautiful you were.
it was how calm you sounded while ruining me.
people like you don’t break hearts loudly.
you do it softly.
with eye contact.
with slow replies.
with a voice that still sounds sweet while lying.
and somehow i still miss you.
which honestly feels embarrassing.
24 AUGUST 2025
3:12am.
i told myself i was over you.
then your name appeared on my screen and suddenly my entire personality disappeared.
healing is genuinely so humiliating.
because why am i still smiling at texts from someone who almost destroyed me emotionally.
29 AUGUST 2025
your hoodie.
i should wash it.
but it still smells like your perfume and bad decisions.
sometimes i wear it when i miss you.
which is unhealthy.
but so was loving you.
2 SEPTEMBER 2025
pretty liar.
you looked the prettiest while apologising.
that’s how i knew i was doomed.
because even your lies sounded romantic in low lighting.
9 SEPTEMBER 2025
attachment issues.
i get attached too quickly.
one compliment and suddenly i’m planning our future in my head like an idiot.
people think poetry made me emotional.
no.
people did.
13 SEPTEMBER 2025
mumbai rain.
it was raining outside.
you were talking about something random.
and all i could think was:
if this moment ends i’ll probably write about it forever.
18 SEPTEMBER 2025
obsession.
i think some people confuse obsession with love.
which explains why i stayed.
and why you knew i would.
25 SEPTEMBER 2025
eye contact.
you looked at me for maybe three seconds.
which is genuinely unfair.
because now every other person feels emotionally underwhelming.
1 OCTOBER 2025
the block button.
i blocked you to protect my peace.
then unblocked you two hours later because apparently i enjoy suffering.
love makes people so unserious.
8 OCTOBER 2025
final draft.
i think the saddest thing about us is that we could’ve been unforgettable.
instead we became another late night paragraph i’ll never send.
still,
thank you for the poetry.